I’m mapping out my ending,
It’s never gonna happen now
These things are condescending
With everybody backing down.
You pray to angels that they can help you get by,
And all at once you forget to try…
I’d go there if you let me;
They’re never gonna find me now.
My life is always empty,
and in and out of doubt.
But you’re not coming back for me, these things they will never be,
I’m so used to being wrong, so put me where I belong.
I get back to you,
God knows I try,
But I still lose
And I get back to you;
These days run by,
But I still lose.
Angels say they can make you suffer,
They give and take like a vicious lover.
When all this loses meaning,
You’ll never want it back somehow.
Awake but still I’m dreaming;
And never waking up
Alone…Where I’m not alone.
Your not coming back for me, these things they will never be,
I’m so used to being wrong, so put me where I belong.
I get back to you,
God knows I try,
But I still lose
And I get back to you,
These days run by,
But I still lose…